Am I crazy?

I thourght that following the way of the world was something christians were supposed to give up, and follow the way of God. Now the ways of the world differ depending on the law of the land, and this influnces what we consider appropriate.

Having a vicar lecture you for an hour on something you never would of done if you hadn't become a christian is more than a little disheartening.

For the Lord I am thankful,
yet no one notices.
I am still filled with hope a never ending ambition,
yet no one wants to trust.
I see the silver lining,
but what is the point if no one tells the truth.
Down on my knees I pray I cry,
untill the tears of blood run dry.
I am still here,
unsure why.


Sorry, feeling sombre.