How many ways are there to say sorry?

For who this concerns, I am sorry. I have let you down.
I did not know what was ahead, but alas I have made the bed.
Is my perception Wrong? Have I over reacted?
If so please tell me, maybe I should act blind without sight, without fear,
Pretending all is well.

If Christ did not show me how to love I would not known of this situation, if this was his intention so be it.
The live's of innocents are in my hands and already I have fallen,
The hero already tragic, and has yet to drink the poison.