How many ways are there to say sorry?

For who this concerns, I am sorry. I have let you down.
I did not know what was ahead, but alas I have made the bed.
Is my perception Wrong? Have I over reacted?
If so please tell me, maybe I should act blind without sight, without fear,
Pretending all is well.

If Christ did not show me how to love I would not known of this situation, if this was his intention so be it.
The live's of innocents are in my hands and already I have fallen,
The hero already tragic, and has yet to drink the poison.

So I came up with a message.

Personalised Spiderman 3 poster reads: Well... I did ask the Lord to change me!

I may actualy get around to adding pics here later so, well... maybe not.


In the darkness there must be light,
for the light is full of darkness.
For what you have shown me,
the spikes are now pointing out instead of in.
You brought me relief,
and in return I drink your blood.
It is through you grace that I can live,
without guilt and to think without shame.
You have done all this for me,
and in return all I have to do is love.

Hi

I say Hi. but this blog is going to be seen by only one person other than myself (for the time being at least!)
You know I never considered, there to be any reason for any one to write any kind of blog or diary. Yet here I am far to old, but years younger than the average celebrity MySpace user.
Any way random poem entry.

And here I drink the blood of Christ,
Savouring each drop,
On my knees I pray yet left wondering,
When will it stop.
Each night and day I close my eyes for now I see you fully,
To hold you and and embrace you is not enough,
I need you fully without stop, for you are the gift from above.