Through the Fire and the Flames.

Faith is a rather odd element,
it mixes sacrifice and sacrament.
Never knowing what tomorrow will bring
but always feeling it leads you to where the bell rings...

Amen, Amen I can see again.
Gone is the smoke, gone is the steam,
anger quenched, no more ruptured spleen.


A little random it seems but I 've learnt that blind faith is heavy going, the slightest hint of doubt and it seems like this new life may come crashing down. I will one day record all that has happened if the Lord so wishes it but for now , I pray and thank all who is hee, and pray for thaose who are not, and in the name of christ give them my blessings.

Oh Lord...

Spirit in me,
can not take away the past
Need to sort this out fast,
Step out the boat, not sure if I was ever at peace while in the boat.

You send the spirit, I know what you teach, without you the sickness returns, you know all and I have faith in you and in others, yet it seems it is only I without haste.

Please forgive me.

Amen.

I thank you Lord for all that is done,
you build a pillar strength and let it stand,
I am yours to command.

Amen.

God Help Me.

So I found out why I was there and then I was kicked out?

Lord your humour is wicked.

I have been angry at myself yet still kept faith I have felt desperate but still believed,
Then when i type the logic is clear. Please forgive my impatience, my frustration, for in you all is revealed.

Amen