I am a hypocrite

I have spent the last 8 months talking to my Lord. Always learning, questioning and re-learning. Maybe I don't listen clearly, but it seems to me that when he changed me he secured my back bone. I still have a sense of moral justice. We are not to prostitute ourselves to anyone. Even loved ones. Yet we all do. As children no matter the culture we are sent to school, for the prosperity of our nation! The truth is we are sent to school so we can integrated in to the machine. Many children grow up unaware until it is to late. Once in the machine we can be used abused and manipulated for any purpose deemed fit for the number given to us at birth. It is social hierarchy that chooses this number the lowest number sit at public school enjoy Christmas in the warm, fuck their maids and torture the ponies. The higher numbers for there are many will be subject to every option open to a human being only to be told they are not good enough. How could they be they came from their parents who quite frankly were not worth the effort to excrete from Gods earth. Yet all is not lost....
For we live in lands that have time of opportunity and in these time one person can carve out there own route to riches and notoriety. In exchange all you need to do is offer up the smallest part of you. It is insignificant you do not need it! For that central core of knowledge of what is right and wrong has been chipped at since birth. As a baby you accepted discipline no matter how cruel, as a child you filled your head with what ever was put in front of you and as an adolescent the last flame was extinguished when you were offered freedom.

Yes we are tortured and it is nothing new, even proverbs recommended discipline this too was wrong, for discipline without God is a lever to vengeance. No human has the right to discipline another at least not one given by the Lord. But we accept it.
We accept many things, for we can survive, if we want more we can try and get more, we just need to offer more of us in return, and if we can not get what we want they will offer us a substitute.

As a consumer I too prostituue myself. But that is something I accept. I have been prostituted by my parents, by my educators, by my employers. We prostitute are friends and don't even notice. We expect to much and give to little, we are puppets of our own strings.

I told someont to stand up and be heard I then grew dissapointed when she felt she couldn't.
It is for me to stand up I have waited to long if the Lord has called me than it is for a reason, for I did not seek him, I am his follower and will not fall.